Chapter 0230
"Can you not make him take me?" Her reply came back almost instantly, laced with anger and disappointment.
"If I had that superpower Connie, believe me, I would use it. Now are you meeting me there or not? Because if you would rather go with.."
"No. I will see you there in twenty. Bring your gold card." She snapped before disconnecting the link. I sighed, rubbing my temples. This wasn't her fault, she truly believed we liked her, wanted her and somehow loved her. She didn't pick this, but damn she wasn't making it any easier either. I started the engine and pulled out of the parking lot, my thoughts a tangled mess.
As I drove, the familiar ache of missing Charlotte crept in. I tried to push it down, but it was no use. She was always there, in the back of my mind, a constant reminder of what we had lost. Knox and I both felt it, but he was drowning in it, while I was just trying to stay afloat. For my pack, my family and what little sanity I had left.
I parked at the mall and took a deep breath, rubbing my eyes feeling my father trying to link through to me. I wasn't in the mood for him right now. I already had one pain in the ass to deal with without a second worming its way into my free time. Without a second thought, I cut him from my mind and locked him out. He may be my alpha, but after discovering his stunts with Knox growing up, I owed him shit all in my free time.
Rolling my lips between my teeth, I tried to steady the storm brewing within me. My hands rubbed up and down the steering wheel to try and self-soothe myself, the beats within me. But honestly, the week's events were catching up with me and it was only Wednesday afternoon. Looking up at my phone as it beeped with a message, no doubt from my father.
[Sperm Donor: 'Alpha Matteo and others have contacted me, they aren't willing to give their support until they get more from you and Knox. Do you think you can get him on board?"]
Glaring at the phone as if my father may materialise from the screen, my lips curled over my teeth as anger ate at my spine. Unable to hold back I lunged for the phone, my fingers working over the keypad quickly.
[Me: 'Yep and while I am at it I will solve world hunger.'"]
I shot back quickly and watched to see him typing just as quickly.
[Sperm Donor: 'No need to be sarcastic son, that's not going to help, is it?'"]
I felt my teeth clench painfully as my
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send.
[Me: 'Are you seriously lecturing ME on being helpful, given everything you have done to 'HELP' Knox?']
Again I sat back and chewed on my gums, the only thing I could do to keep myself from turning this car around and kicking my father's ass. wanted to blame him for Knox's pain, but I knew deep down my father's decisions had nothing to do with Knox's current fragile state of mind. But, being angry with him made it easier for me, at least at the moment.
[Sperm donor: 'I thought we were over this, I won't apologise again."]
"Or at all." I roared as I threw my phone onto the back seat, letting my emotions rule me. Looking up into the mirror watched my eyes fill with unshed tears, unable to suck them down a moment longer, et them rain down my face. Mydips crumbled with my resolve as I let out soul-crushing sobs. My body trembled with the force of the pain I had been holding in.
'Charlotte. I need you!" I sobbed her name out like it was a damn lifeline.. And the truth was, she was.