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Chapter 81: You Are A Natural Submissive Chapter 81: You Are A Natural Submissive

Angelia

Riccardo pulled out of me gently and when I heard his zipper, I knew he was getting dressed again. He loosened the straps around my ankles before moving on to my wrists and he caught me as I fell. I was too exhausted to keep myself up, I didn't have any strength left in my body. "Do you need to use the bathroom?" He asked as he lifted me into his arms.

"Yes, sir." I said ho***ely.

"What about the butt plug?" I wasn't ashamed to ask, I didn't have the energy for that.

"You will keep it in for tonight and I will take it out tomorrow. Unless...do you need it out now?"

I knew what he was asking me, if I needed to do more than pee. I shook my head in response,

saving the little voice I had left. He carried me to the bathroom and helped me to sit down on the toilet, I whimpered as my sore bottom met the toilet seat. He went straight to the sink and started rummaging for something and I froze. Wasn't he going to give me some privacy? He must have felt my questioning eyes because he turned around and spoke. "I just had my fingers up your a***, do you really think I can't handle hearing you pee?" He asked, lifting a brow.

The way he said that, I was too wiped out to care. Had I been my usual self, I would have most certainly not been able to pee in front anyone. After emptying my full bladder, he held me up as I washed my hands and brushed my teeth before carrying me to bed and laid me down on my stomach.

"I will be right back." He said and a few seconds later, the bed dipped from additional weight. T jumped a little as I felt cold cream being gently rubbed onto my skin.

"It is a healing balm, I am guessing you are pretty sore." He said as he continued rubbing it in.

He was thorough, smearing it over every place he had struck and it helped almost immediately, taking the slight burn away and made me relax into his touch. As soon as I was relaxed, a strong emotion of something I couldn't name bubbled in my chest. It was sudden and intense with no warning, I was shocked to feel tear

streaming down my face second before the first sob escaped unbidden.

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"Angelia, honey, are you okay?" He asked as he was through with the balm and was now stroking my hair.

He turned to look at him, I looked up at his worried face with tears running down my eyes.

"I don't know why I am crying, I was just happy just a second ago." I admitted.

I was confused, utterly bewildered by why it felt like I was drowning in sadness. It didn't make any sense why I would feel something like this after how happy I had been a moment ago. My chest felt constricted and ached with it all and I felt powerless to stop it, to gather myself and get it under control. There was just too much emotion for me to handle, my body shivered uncontrollably, another

How could my thing I couldn't seem to stop. This heavy emotion scared me and all I wanted to do was feel better again but I just don't know how.

How could my feelings change in the blink of a moment? Riccardo sat down beside me and gathered me on his lap, his hands found their way back to my hair as he continued stroking it soothingly.

"Do

"A little bit." I mumbled.

what subspace is?" He asks, keeping his voice soft.

I had read something about it but I couldn't recollect any of it now. He wiped the tears running down my cheeks with his thumb but more tears soon followed. "It is the work of hormones, adrenaline. Some submissives can experience subspace in an intense scene where their bodies interpret it as stress and act accordingly. Right now, you might be experiencing a sub-drop which is when your hormones stabilize. It can happen t after a play session or hours later." He explained it so calmly that I didn't feel crazy for reacting this way. go of y

rigney, I am going to let

you

for just a few seconds, okay? I am not leaving you." He looked down at me with such care and I couldn't help but nod even as another sob escaped. My eyes burned with the salty tears and I was pretty sure I was ugly crying right now with red eyes and a ***y nose. But I couldn't find it in me to care, I was too lost in the gut wrenching feeling of sadness. The few seconds Riccardo was gone felt like a lifetime, I needed him, his warmth, his arms and his soft soothing voice. He hurried towards his mini fridge and came back to me with a Gatorade and chocolate. He was by my side again in a split second, he opened the nightstand drawer and pulled out a box of Kleenex He dried the tears with gentle hands and brought the tissue to my nose fie me to blow out. Although he didn't show any disgust as he threw the used issues in a small garbage but I felt awkward. He grabbed the snack he had brought with him and open it. Chapter 81: You Are A Natural Submissive Here,

this might help. It is dark chocolate." He said as he sat back down, once again returning me into his arms.

He fed the chocolate to me with one hand as the other hand stroked my back soothingly, although he avoided my upper back. The bitter sweet taste exploded on my tongue and I hummed even as more tears slipped silently down my cheeks. Later when I had calmed down a little bit, he made me drink the Gatorade he had brought. I don't remember how long this feeling of utter sadness lasted, only that he held me through it all. He continued stroking me on i with my hair. He did everything he could to make me feel better. back, arms and played

Would

The room had been quiet except for my whimpering and his voice uttering words of kindness. When I started to fall asleep, he left me and I panicked. I hadn't realized he had only gotten out of the bed to undress until he assured me in his soft soft voice he wasn't going The feel of wave felt the same with Marshall and Kingston too f his warm skin against mine helped me relax even more. Tonight had contained a lot of fort for me, flogging, ass play, subspace and sub-drop. I was happy I had Riccardo with me every step of the way, making me feel safe and cared for. I knew I would My goodness, I am ness, I am going to Kingston tomorrow. I am going to be alone with him instead of the group scene we had initially planned for. The last time I saw him was a few days ago at the club when we signed the bdsm contract but it felt like ages ago. So much has these few days that it felt like they have been life months I don't don't know Kingston but missed him, I wanted to see his cranky face again and that mouth of his that didn't know how to smile. I looked forward to hearing that quiet voice that always sent. shivers down my spine and made me wet and needy. He couldn't go an entire

day

without saying word, not when he had to speak for me to know his orders to follow.

Tomorrow, I would be alone with this mystery of a man and as scary as he was, he didn't. frightened me, at least not in the way he thought he did. In fact, it actually turned me on in a way I never thought could be possible and I couldn't wait to unveil the mystery behind his stoic face. Tomorrow is for daddy Kingston and I am desperately looking forward to it, I can't wait anymore.

Riccardo pulled me closer to him, making my back flushed against his chest as he kissed my shoulder.

"Your were so f****ng perfect tonight." He murmured as he kissed the back of my head, I couldn't help but smile even though I was still feeling my tears.

"You are a natural submissive," he added and I felt his arm wrapped around my middle.

I could ask for anything more tonight as I let the darkness of sleep consumed me.